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| Sitting Rodney from Colorado |
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| The gifts |
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| Hello Christmas! |
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| The Trees |
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| Hollanda Cookies! Italian Felice Navidad!! |
Monday, December 26, 2011
Christmas Corner with Instagram!
Follow my instagram @stellamirta .. here are some shots of my Homy Christmas Corner ...
Dear Agustinus,
Good morning,
I believe you must have bathed, drink milk, and put your best smile as yesterday we met. Here I'm still in the nuance of grateful, drinking my "mom-made carrots and lemon juice" ... what a blessed day.
Agustinus, do you know that you're named after St. Augustine. He was known as the blessed Augustine and as far as I know he was called the doctor of the church for he was so smart in that era .... I guessed.
So in you, I hope you feel blessed to and have the spirit to live and learn .. to conquer the world despite of the trial and disability of the universe has given to you.
You have made my Christmas this year more beautiful and beyond my expectation. No matter I've been angry with the world, with universe, or even how I want to debate God for all things I've been through, your smile pulled me out from those unthankful feeling that I really regret it. You teach me what the spirit mean for you .. and how you are so blessed, even your parents or adopted parents rejected you for the disease you never wish for. You are now in hands of nuns for caring and unconditional love also kindness. I hope one day you will notice this.
Now, I don't bother asking to whom I live for ... as know I have good reason to live my life... for others and for you. I might not have much time to visit you everyday but I try my best to share my good life to you. I love you ... Happy Christmas ... and wishing you all be alright.
With all my heart,
Stella Amirta
*Agustinus is a 1,5 months old baby having disease in his leg and needs to be amputated once he gets older. He was rejected by his parents for inability to afford his life also being rejected by his adoption parents for they cancel the agreements of adoption. Now he lives in Orphanage House "Bhakti Luhur" Brebah Sleman.
I believe you must have bathed, drink milk, and put your best smile as yesterday we met. Here I'm still in the nuance of grateful, drinking my "mom-made carrots and lemon juice" ... what a blessed day.
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| My little chat with J Daddy |
Agustinus, do you know that you're named after St. Augustine. He was known as the blessed Augustine and as far as I know he was called the doctor of the church for he was so smart in that era .... I guessed.
So in you, I hope you feel blessed to and have the spirit to live and learn .. to conquer the world despite of the trial and disability of the universe has given to you.
You have made my Christmas this year more beautiful and beyond my expectation. No matter I've been angry with the world, with universe, or even how I want to debate God for all things I've been through, your smile pulled me out from those unthankful feeling that I really regret it. You teach me what the spirit mean for you .. and how you are so blessed, even your parents or adopted parents rejected you for the disease you never wish for. You are now in hands of nuns for caring and unconditional love also kindness. I hope one day you will notice this.
Now, I don't bother asking to whom I live for ... as know I have good reason to live my life... for others and for you. I might not have much time to visit you everyday but I try my best to share my good life to you. I love you ... Happy Christmas ... and wishing you all be alright.
With all my heart,
Stella Amirta
*Agustinus is a 1,5 months old baby having disease in his leg and needs to be amputated once he gets older. He was rejected by his parents for inability to afford his life also being rejected by his adoption parents for they cancel the agreements of adoption. Now he lives in Orphanage House "Bhakti Luhur" Brebah Sleman.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Grumble Grumbling Grumpy
As much as they think my smile is lifetime guarantee
My way of positive thinking is unbeatable
But still,
I have my moment to giving up with the situation
and tired to stay positive
Like I have tears too
Pain too
and disappointing
Dear God,
I'm sooo tired today, my back hurts like hell inside my bones.
I don't breath easily
I don't sleep well
My brain feels the enormous of wanting vacation
My hear beats like it wants to punch out my body
They say I got pneumonia
They say I work too hard
I say, what am I doing this for?
Can I have freaking hours just to sit next to you
lay my head down on your shoulder
to share this burden?
Can I just go back home with you, God?
I'm so tired ....
My way of positive thinking is unbeatable
But still,
I have my moment to giving up with the situation
and tired to stay positive
Like I have tears too
Pain too
and disappointing
Dear God,
I'm sooo tired today, my back hurts like hell inside my bones.
I don't breath easily
I don't sleep well
My brain feels the enormous of wanting vacation
My hear beats like it wants to punch out my body
They say I got pneumonia
They say I work too hard
I say, what am I doing this for?
Can I have freaking hours just to sit next to you
lay my head down on your shoulder
to share this burden?
Can I just go back home with you, God?
I'm so tired ....
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Quote of the day : Part and Full Time
I'm seeking for life time partner not part time lover
- G -
*hiks, sayangnya ga bisa nulis nama dia yang bikin quotation ini... Anyway, I like your quote and thank you for the VVIP invitation, your call, and how you have been so nice. I heart the way you make fun with your mother, I do envy that and I love spending time with your mother ... we chat, we smoke, we are full of style, and we are famous (your mother is, not me) hehehhee..tetep ini masih dalam rangka pusing nyari kostum buat acara itu ... hask hhusk hask husk .... piyeeee ikiiihhhh ....
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