.... Make You Feel My Love ....

When it seems so hard for me to convey my feeling
When no good words to explain how badly regret I am
When my thoughts tell to let you go 
but indeed my hearts convince that you are like my very first and last love
To you the guy  I used to be with for years....
I dedicate this song...

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/adele/make_you_feel_my_love.html ]
I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my lov

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/adele/#share

Star

- it always has to be dark for the star to spark -

Yes, my name is Stella and it means a star.... anything related to star always inspired me like ; sparks, shooting star, night, and you name it. Here, I would like to share my sunday morning (April 3, 2011) and how a star inspired me. Every Sunday morning, I always read one most-read newspaper in my country, Kompas and for its Parodi section by Samuel Mulia. 

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I have no idea why but his writing is so sarcastically commenting people in his point of view based on his experience. As one of the people reading the article, I always read it with slight smile and  nod my head and commenting "yes, you are damn right!!" 

At this time, he put a title " galau lagi galau lagi " that means he wants to talk about gloomy. He describes that why darkness has to be depicted as a negative perception in this life, while stars are bright at night, jewels are mostly stunning in darkness, and phosphor can shine when it is dark.

Last but not least, this article has meant so much for me and hope it motivates you too... just link to here .

a brain defect journey

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This will be my first journey to Batavia in this year and also my very first year journey while suffering from brain defect.

Once I got an accident and diagnosed having this brain defect at the same time I got a call for interview at the work place I´ve dreamed for a very long time. 

So, I cried and encouraged myself to head in this city and did my interview. All I have in mind is I would do anything if the path lead to my dream no matter how. 

Once in Jakarta, I learnt about “Hope and don´t fall“... Sometimes in life we hope for things we badly wanting to have it and got really disappointed when we failed having them. Here, I learn´t to hope that if the one that I want was not into me, I could still stand on my feet and moving on. Because, I believe that somehow, there is an almighty power beyond us that has given our path in life, what we can do is to walk in its path and believe that this is the best path.

Done with the interview, I went to a friend´s house. A married couple with one daughter. Let´s call their daughter Bless. When my friend realized that she was pregnant, it was both a trouble and a gift for her since, she was not yet married. Yes, it is a big problem in my country!!! Then, they ran to Ubud - Bali, escaping from stressed that might influence her  pregnancy, stressed up with no money left and they only hope that no matter what happen, they can still moving on. Fortunately, in the name of blessing! they met this community www.bumisehatbali.org that run in a gentle birth natural method. This method was very unique in which mother is put in a warm water bath up and let the baby born in the water. Part of this method was they did also traditional massage and once the baby born, they put baby fat (this fat came along with the baby during birth) on mother`s head with beliefs that it kept mothers to stay young.

 
This gentle birth method was really natural and amazing for those who never heard about it, like me! Well, this gentle birth social community really was a great people doing charity for others especially for pregnant women. At that time, in 2008, my friend paid like Rp. 300,000,- for delivering her baby in  this gentle birth community, what a bless for Bless! 

When hope seems away from us and sometimes put us in a disappointment, then hope not for the thing we want but the strength for every single path we are in  -me-

oh ya! and for my brain defect.... it´s just perfectly fine... it`s the strength that keeps me alive!

- Heart -

Quoted from Mbak Ti´s Blackberry Messenger Status...


“I know I have a heart... because I can feel it breaking“

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