I believe you must have bathed, drink milk, and put your best smile as yesterday we met. Here I'm still in the nuance of grateful, drinking my "mom-made carrots and lemon juice" ... what a blessed day.
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| My little chat with J Daddy |
Agustinus, do you know that you're named after St. Augustine. He was known as the blessed Augustine and as far as I know he was called the doctor of the church for he was so smart in that era .... I guessed.
So in you, I hope you feel blessed to and have the spirit to live and learn .. to conquer the world despite of the trial and disability of the universe has given to you.
You have made my Christmas this year more beautiful and beyond my expectation. No matter I've been angry with the world, with universe, or even how I want to debate God for all things I've been through, your smile pulled me out from those unthankful feeling that I really regret it. You teach me what the spirit mean for you .. and how you are so blessed, even your parents or adopted parents rejected you for the disease you never wish for. You are now in hands of nuns for caring and unconditional love also kindness. I hope one day you will notice this.
Now, I don't bother asking to whom I live for ... as know I have good reason to live my life... for others and for you. I might not have much time to visit you everyday but I try my best to share my good life to you. I love you ... Happy Christmas ... and wishing you all be alright.
With all my heart,
Stella Amirta
*Agustinus is a 1,5 months old baby having disease in his leg and needs to be amputated once he gets older. He was rejected by his parents for inability to afford his life also being rejected by his adoption parents for they cancel the agreements of adoption. Now he lives in Orphanage House "Bhakti Luhur" Brebah Sleman.
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