Before I die!

    

I have just realized that I’ve done working and it’s still 2 hours more before I can get home. While waiting ‘someone’ to pick me up this evening for he asks  me to accompany him buying souvenir, I start to think… “what I want to do before I die”. Sometimes, I feel stuck in a moment wondering what’s reasoning I live in this mad world. My family? My Love (OF COURSE NOT)? My Future? What? … Then I write it down in a piece of paper.. my sticky note .. Here are what I write :

1.       Europe or Hawaii Trip

2.       More Apple Gadget! J

It’s been two hours and I have no idea what else I want to do before I die, until he come to pick me up. On  the way to the store I tell him of what I’ve been doing while at the office. Here is his answer, “I guess you already dead!” and he laugh at me. Seriously, I think this is not a joke … what if I just die … for I have almost nothing I want to do in life! *hiksss…. What will motivate me to continue my life? …….. hardly thinking ………

Then we find place to eat that night, still we talk about things in life we agree the most. Then I got ideas …. I know the rest I want to do in  life …. Here are more :

3.       Nude photo shoot (for I almost never had any experience being a model and have my best picture looking gorgeous) hahahahahha!

4.       Visit St. Bernadette and making sure that she is not breathing while her body is eternally unravel.

5.       Add a tattoo written “ I was born accidentally and will die intentionally”

6.       I want to make sure that my family always OK every single day like it is my last day in this world.

7.       I want to start saving my money and if one day I will die (and still Single unmarried and hopeless of love *sigh) … I will looking for a kid who needs my help, who can show me the spirit of life in his / her inadequacy, then all of my saved money be inherited for that kid.

8.       I want to tell all women I meet in life how beautiful and precious they are … so, I wish they will be motivated to chin up and keep their pride …. Stay Classic and Fabulous!

9.       Write a book about “perceiving life”.

10.   I want to be grateful every single morning, for I can be who I am right now.